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Movie review: The Miseducation of Cameron Post
May. 6th, 2026 09:05 amLast night I watched The Miseduation of Cameron Post, a film about an 11th grader whose aunt sends her away to a Christian conversion camp after she gets caught hooking up with a female friend. The film is set in 1993.
It’s a heartfelt film about Cameron’s resistance to being changed and her developing identity (Asked early on at camp when she started to think of herself as a homosexual, Cameron asserts “I don’t think of myself as a homosexual. I don’t think of myself as anything, really.”), but it doesn’t differ meaningfully from other conversion camp films I’ve seen. Boy Erased made me cry and this one didn’t, if that’s worth anything.
The film swings between the current moment, and flashbacks to Cameron’s relationship with Coley, the friend with whom she was caught, in ways that both show us the line of Cameron’s thoughts and also become somewhat confusing. It was unclear to me for much of the film what actually happened that resulted in Cameron getting caught. Both that experience and the letter Coley sends Cameron later make it seem like that was their first hook-up, but the flashback sections suggest they had been together several times before, which makes it unclear of those are actual memories or just Cameron’s fantasies of what could have happened (further complicated by a couple of actual dream sequences). It was not helped by the actors frequently dropping into whispers and mumbling; I missed entire exchanges because I couldn’t hear.
Either of Cameron’s two buddies at camp—Jane, a Black girl who grew up on a free love commune but whose mother recently married a conservative man whose decision it was to send Jane away (and who has been at this camp for over a year); or Adam, a Lakota two-spirit whose father recently got into politics, converted to Christianity, and demanded his child follow suit—would have made for more interesting protagonists. Cameron comes off pretty nondescript, which is exacerbated by how internalized she is, rarely speaking or expressing herself. It’s not until the end of the film where she really starts saying anything.
One thing The Miseducation of Cameron Post does do differently is that the staff at the camp lack the total, violent conviction of other conversion camp narratives I’ve seen. Some staff have that attitude, but others visibly doubt if they’re doing the right thing, particularly after some exchanges with the campers (and I maintain there’s a scene at the end where one staff member chooses to be passive in a way that helps Cameron and her pals, when he could have done otherwise). This adds an interesting tension, where it’s not just the campers asking themselves if what’s going on here is right or wrong.
The ending is pretty open in a way that’s not totally satisfying (one of those “Okay…but what now?” kind of endings) but it is a sweet final moment and it’s so easy to root for Cam and her friends, even though we just got a reminder of how little the rest of society cares about what’s happening to the kids in these camps.
This film is based off the book of the same name by Emily M. Danforth, which I haven’t read. Turns out it’s a bit of a chunker, at 500 pages, and reviews say Cameron doesn’t go to camp until halfway through, with the first 250 pages just backstory on her relationship with Coley. The film cuts out almost all of this to focus on the conversation camp narrative, which I think is the right choice, because it’s where the real story is.
On the whole, I enjoyed it, but it doesn’t stand out to me in any way.
first day!
May. 6th, 2026 03:52 pmin the Channel Islands!
A friend very kindly gave us a lift to the train that we took to the train that we took to a plane that we took to a plane to the Bailiwick of Jersey! Which (like the Bailiwick of Guernsey) is not part of the UK, but rather a self-governing direct dependency of the British Crown. Very cool! and also made it a giant pain to find a reasonably priced travel SIM that would provide both minutes and data in both England (since we transfer at Heathrow) and the Channel Islands.I've already blogged some of our exciting adventures so far! Other than thinking for the first couple hours that I'd forgotten my wallet, the transatlantic overnight flight was fine. I didn't manage to sleep, even though we had a whole three-seat row for just the two of us, but I did watch a bunch of historical short PR films made by, or at least for, British Airways' predecessors, like BOAC, about air travel, dating from the late 60s or even early 70s all the way back to the 20s! That one was a day and night at a way-station airport on the south side of the Arabian Gulf, I think somewhere around where Abu Dhabi is now? A big fortress of an installation "in case of -- unlikely, but possible -- trouble from the local Bedouin tribes", it's been built because planes can't fly at night, you see. So the passengers traveling on Imperial Airways (yep) get room and board at way stations like this for each of the four nights it takes to get to India. Meanwhile engineers and mechanics climb all over the plane by lamplight (all, like, thirty feet of it), checking and adjusting it for the next day's flight, and dozens of jerrycans of water have been hauled in so the passengers can bathe, and also the local merchants bring camel-loads of goods (especially pearls) to be sold on in the great markets of the Empire. It was fascinating both for its actual context, of which I wanted far more, and for its attitudes and silences. Also fun was a travelogue from I'd guess the 50s, of two white British women having a grand time touring through Asia. I was struck by the immense amount of alcoholic socializing ("I'd never flown before, but by the time I had my first drink on the plane I felt completely comfortable!"), and of course the exoticism and all the smoking, but the thing that completely sent me was the baby hammock provided by BOAC, rigged to hang from the ceiling next to the overhead bins like a cradle in the treetops. Had turbulence not been invented yet?
Anyway, that flight got to London in good time, even had to kill time flying in circles because we were early and local noise regulations forbade us to land before six am. We didn't have to reclaim our bags, as they'd been checked straight through, hurrah, but we did have to go through immigration and security again ourselves and walk what felt like a kilometer or so. But it was nice to stretch our legs! We had enough time between flights for me to set up my UK travel eSIM, but Geoff's phone wouldn't start up, so we just had to hope we'd be able to deal with it in Jersey.
And that flight was greeted at Jersey baggage claim with the announcement that a whole lot of our bags hasn't made it on at Heathrow, but they'd be on the next flight they pinky-swore, and so thirty or so people, including me, lined up at baggage assistance to give them our bag check number, a description of our bag, and our local contact info. Sure glad I had a working phone! Also that at the last minute I jammed some clean underwear, another shirt, and my toothbrush into my carry-on. I've been flying since I was a child, and I think this is the first time I've ever had luggage go astray! And I don't understand why Geoff's bag was one of the first to arrive on the carousel in Jersey and mine didn't even make it on the plane; wouldn't they have been close to one another in the to-be-loaded stack at Heathrow? Oh, well, the auto-email I got from British Airways says they have it (i.e. it's not lost, just delayed) and if we're not at our B&B when it arrives our host says she'll be here all day and can receive it, no problem.
Having dealt with that, we took a bus into the center of St Helier, the capital, and from the bus depot walked about 15 minutes to our guesthouse/B&B. The proprietor is friendly and welcoming; I'd exchanged email with her in advance and it's paid through Booking.com, so she didn't even ask to see ID or anything, just gave us keys to the house and the room. Geoff is glad our room is on the ground floor because it meant he didn't have to climb multiple flights of stairs; I, relatively unburdened š¢, rather regret that's it's at the front of the house, facing a rather busy street. Oh, well. She said the place isn't very busy; if it's really noisy tonight I can always ask about moving to another room. We're here for more than a week!
Having dumped our stuff, I looked up the local Apple Store manquƩ ("authorized reseller") and we walked back down there and got Geoff's phone restarted, as previously blogged, and then just wandered around town for a couple of hours. We didn't try to actually be tourists, but we located a bus stop we'll need to catch a bus at tomorrow, and picked up some maps and walking advice at the tourist info, add checked a couple of groceries for good trail mix or the makings thereof but without success, and climbed many many steps to a high point from which we could admire the view of the port and the bay. Then we came back home, set Geoff's phone up with his UK number, and he showered and is now napping while I've been blogging and also trying desperately to stay awake; except for dozing maybe half an hour on each flight, I've been awake for [counts on fingers] twenty-nine hours, but if I crash too early I won't sleep enough tonight. But we're definitely going for an early dinner tonight; our host recommended a nearby cafe, and we stopped in this afternoon and it looks perfectly nice. And it's two blocks away, which is a big plus this evening. If I'm really lucky, my bag will arrive while we're out!
Recent Viewing: The Miseducation of Cameron Post
May. 6th, 2026 09:02 amLast night I watched The Miseduation of Cameron Post, a film about an 11th grader whose aunt sends her away to a Christian conversion camp after she gets caught hooking up with a female friend. The film is set in 1993.
It’s a heartfelt film about Cameron’s resistance to being changed and her developing identity (Asked early on at camp when she started to think of herself as a homosexual, Cameron asserts “I don’t think of myself as a homosexual. I don’t think of myself as anything, really.”), but it doesn’t differ meaningfully from other conversion camp films I’ve seen. Boy Erased made me cry and this one didn’t, if that’s worth anything.
The film swings between the current moment, and flashbacks to Cameron’s relationship with Coley, the friend with whom she was caught, in ways that both show us the line of Cameron’s thoughts and also become somewhat confusing. It was unclear to me for much of the film what actually happened that resulted in Cameron getting caught. Both that experience and the letter Coley sends Cameron later make it seem like that was their first hook-up, but the flashback sections suggest they had been together several times before, which makes it unclear of those are actual memories or just Cameron’s fantasies of what could have happened (further complicated by a couple of actual dream sequences). It was not helped by the actors frequently dropping into whispers and mumbling; I missed entire exchanges because I couldn’t hear.
Either of Cameron’s two buddies at camp—Jane, a Black girl who grew up on a free love commune but whose mother recently married a conservative man whose decision it was to send Jane away (and who has been at this camp for over a year); or Adam, a Lakota two-spirit whose father recently got into politics, converted to Christianity, and demanded his child follow suit—would have made for more interesting protagonists. Cameron comes off pretty nondescript, which is exacerbated by how internalized she is, rarely speaking or expressing herself. It’s not until the end of the film where she really starts saying anything.
One thing The Miseducation of Cameron Post does do differently is that the staff at the camp lack the total, violent conviction of other conversion camp narratives I’ve seen. Some staff have that attitude, but others visibly doubt if they’re doing the right thing, particularly after some exchanges with the campers (and I maintain there’s a scene at the end where one staff member chooses to be passive in a way that helps Cameron and her pals, when he could have done otherwise). This adds an interesting tension, where it’s not just the campers asking themselves if what’s going on here is right or wrong.
The ending is pretty open in a way that’s not totally satisfying (one of those “Okay…but what now?” kind of endings) but it is a sweet final moment and it’s so easy to root for Cam and her friends, even though we just got a reminder of how little the rest of society cares about what’s happening to the kids in these camps.
This film is based off the book of the same name by Emily M. Danforth, which I haven’t read. Turns out it’s a bit of a chunker, at 500 pages, and reviews say Cameron doesn’t go to camp until halfway through, with the first 250 pages just backstory on her relationship with Coley. The film cuts out almost all of this to focus on the conversation camp narrative, which I think is the right choice, because it’s where the real story is.
On the whole, I enjoyed it, but it doesn’t stand out to me in any way.
FIC: The Untamed Drabbles
May. 6th, 2026 04:55 pmAuthor: Tarlan (
Fandom: The Untamed (TV)
Title: Drifting Snow
Pairing/Characters: Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian
Rating/Category: PG13 SLASH
Word Count: 200
Summary: He knew what he wanted, and what Lan Zhan wanted too.
Content Notes: For dreamkist
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Title: Gratitude
Pairing/Characters: Jiang Yanli, Luo 'Mian Mian' Qingyang
Rating/Category: GEN
Word Count: 100
Summary: Jiang Yanli thanks Mian Mian
Content Notes: For treescape
Batman; MCU: If It's A Highway by there_must_be_a_lock
May. 6th, 2026 04:20 pmPairings/Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes/Jason Todd
Rating: Explicit
Length: 77,145 words
Creator Links:
Theme: journey & travel, crossovers/fusions, crossover pairings, slow burn, angst with a happy ending
Summary: Buckyās been running for a week when the supposedly-untraceable burner phone he stole from a Hydra warehouse starts ringing. Heās in a gas station bathroom off a remote highway close to the Croatian border, getting ready to bleach his hair; the ringtone bounces shrilly off the bare tiles and makes his jaw clench tight.
[Or: the one where Bucky is hired to train Jason, and he ends up learning a thing or two himself.]
Reccer's Notes: One of the best DC/MCU crossover fics I've ever read. I love how the fic explores Jason's and Bucky's perspectives on love, sex, romance, intimacy, trauma, and relationships <3
Content Notes: discussion of past suicidal thoughts, discussion of past underage sex work, allusions to past torture and present canon-typical violence
Fanwork Links: If It's A Highway
April 2026 Created Works Round-Up!
May. 6th, 2026 10:30 am
Duck Prints Press’s monthly “created works round-ups” are our opportunity to spotlight some of the amazing work that people working with us have done that ISN’T linked to their work with Duck Prints Press. We include fanworks, outside publications, and anything else that creators feel like sharing with y’all. Inclusion is voluntary and includes anything that they decided “hey, I want to put this on the created work’s round-up!”
Visit our Created Works Round-Up Master Post to see all the works our creators have shared since September, 2022!
And check out what they’ve shared with us this month…
canines of the savior by Ray Knight
fiction || split fiction || f/f || zoe foster/mio hudson || teen & up || no major warnings apply || 24,012 || complete
summary: A canon rewrite of Split Fiction for the end sections of Zoe and Mio’s stories. Altering canon so that the characters realize that they have feelings for one another and kiss about it.
other tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Canon Rewrite, Canon Divergence, Feelings Realization, First Kiss, Fix-it Fic
I Want You To Want Me by ShannonXL
fiction || the vampire diaries || f/m || elena gilbert/damon salvatore || explicit || no major warnings apply || 12,757 || complete
summary: Canon divergence in which the sire bond is reversed – Damon discovers he’s sired to Elena, not the other way around.
other tags: Vampire Elena Gilbert, Hand Jobs, Face-Sitting, Nipple Play, Mildly Dubious Consent, Reverse Sire Bond, Relationship Negotiation, Sex Toys (Sex Dice), Canon Rewrite, Humor, Communication, Consent Negotiation, Kissing
Book meme
May. 6th, 2026 04:02 pmThis week I'm reading: the new Murderbot book (came out today)! I'm also rereading Memory (from Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan Saga).
My favorite book of all time is: I'm with
My current favorite book (read or re-read in the last 3 months) is: I just yesterday finished rereading Mirror Dance (from Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan saga) and remembered how much I love that one!
The last book I bought was: volume 3 of the German translation of Guardian by priest, in a gorgeous hardcover edition.
The first book I bought with my own money was: I'm sure I bought some book or other as soon as I had enough pocket money. How am I supposed to remember that?!
The first book I received as a gift was: I must have been a toddler, how should I know?!
The last book I received as a gift was: I can't even answer this one, LOL. I don't get a lot of gifts, and even if I did, I wouldn't really want books. Book recommendations, definitely! But - how do I explain this? I love books; I read a lot. And I have a long, long list of things I want to read at some point - but what I don't have is enough time or energy to get to most of it any time soon. I can't even manage to consistently keep up with my favourite series these days, and am many, many instalments behind. So I prioritise pretty ruthlessly. I read new things when I have energy for them; I pick out exactly what appeals in that moment. And I'd feel pretty bad leaving a gift book just lying around indefinitely until I eventually get to it.
The last book I borrowed from the library was: IIRC the Judge Dee books by Robert van Gulik, a while ago, for a binge-reread. I used to carry huge stacks of books to and fro all the time, and now (see above) I can't find enough time to get to much any more.
The book physically closest to me right now is: the fifth volume of the Perry Rhodan hardcover edition.
This or that:
Physical book, e-book, or audio: physical book for comfortable rereading, ebook for trying new things or for fanfic canon revision. Never audio; I can't do audio, my attention will drift immediately. (I'm not sure if that's because it's audio, or simply because the speed is so much lower than my reading speed, it's like reading in slow motion. Also, I don't have the spare time!)
Used, new, or fell off the back of the internet: any way I can get my hands on what I want to read
Fiction or non-fiction: mainly fiction
Read at a coffee shop or at the park: neither; I do read when out and about, but that's generally just rereads of things I've read many times before, where I don't mind reading it in snatches. Otherwise, I want to comfortably settle down at home for a proper reading session. (I usually don't like reading things bit by bit! All in one go if at all possible is my preferred method for most fiction.)
Paperback or hardcover: paperbacks are so much easier to handle! I really only get hardcovers for collecting reasons, and that exceedingly rarely.
Romance or Crime: Crime! I like romance in combination with other things, but on its own it doesn't often work for me. Whereas crime fiction is fun in its own right.
Yes or no:
Literary fiction? yes
Sci-fi/fantasy? my one true love! (sci-fi more than fantasy)
Poetry? yes!
Memoirs? hardly ever
Philosophy? yes
Thrillers? absolutely
Chronicles? not sure what that means here
Travel logs? not really
Dialogue heavy? sure, why not
embonpoint
May. 6th, 2026 06:46 amWith a very strong connotation of "heavy but not unattractively so" -- so in the same range as voluptuous but applicable to men as well as women. Can also be used adjectivally, but this is not common. Taken in the 1650s from French, same meaning, a compression of en bon point, literally "in good condition."
---L.
Torchwood: Fanfic: Parenting Problems
May. 6th, 2026 01:58 pmTitle: Parenting Problems
Fandom: Torchwood
Author:
Characters: Ianto, Twins, Flufflets.
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1322
Spoilers: Nada.
Summary: Teaching the twins to be gentle and considerate is an uphill battle.
Content Notes: None needed
Written For: Challenge 514: Gentle.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Torchwood, or the characters.
WWW Wednesday
May. 6th, 2026 08:30 am1. What are you currently reading?
- Dawning vol. 2 by ICE: enjoying this vaguely toxic BL danmei. When I saw reviewers say it has Wangxian vibes (despite being modern) I'll admit I was little "people compare to the one danmei they've read, huh" but no it actually does kinda have Wangxian vibes, tho Li Luo is much more self-aware about his feelings than Wei Wuxian ever could dream of being. Both these idiots need to use their words.
- still picking away at DMBJ vol. 2, of course.
- no progress on CMoS 18. I've just been exhausted.
2. What have you recently finished reading?
- Dawning vol. 1 by ICE
- Do You Really Only Want a Meal? vol. 1 and 2 by Yasu Tadano: kinda flat modern BL about a guy dating his boss's son. Nothing bad happens at all, which is often okay but here it just felt one note, and also I just at no point could figure out what the boss's son liked about the guy. He just kinda. Decided he'd like him. And that was that.
- Gachiakuta vol. 4 by Kei Urana: I don't know what it is about the art style, pacing, and writing that makes me feel like I never have any damn idea what's going on in this manga.
- A Gentle Noble's Vacation Recommendation vol. 10 by Misaki
- Witch Hat Atelier vol. 14 by Kamome Shirahama: oh man this volume was so good.
- Witch Hat Atelier Kitchen vol. 1 by Kamome Shirahama and Hiromi Sato: I'll own it was probably unfair of me to read this seeing as how I didn't expect to like it and it was exactly how I expected it to be. For all that, I actually liked it better than I usually like stuff like this, which isn't saying much, but I'm at least gonna read another vol.
3. What will you read next?
Novels: Dawning, vol. 3, which is the last volume. After I finish that I need to buckle down on...
Graphic novels (physical): still Rebis: Born and Reborn by Carlotta Dicataldo and Irene Marchesini. I've got a really big library pile from the library and I've got to read and return them, it's not fair to hoard this many new queer graphic novel releases.
Graphic novels (digital): Yuri Espoir vol. 4 is due in 5 days, so I guess that.
Wednesday Reading Meme
May. 6th, 2026 08:25 amMark Helprinās A Kingdom Far and Clear, a single book containing all three books of Helprinās Swan Lake trilogy, the first of which is a retelling of Swan Lake (tragic mode), and the second and third of which are a continuation of the story based on the question, āBut what if Rothbart wasnāt defeated at the end of Swan Lake? And also Rothbart wasnāt just a garden variety sorcerer, but a totalitarian dictator, but in a weirdly whimsical way where (for instance) our ten-year-old heroine spends an entire Joan Aiken-esque sequence working as a yam curler, wearing a special orange and black yam kitchen uniform to roll yams off the yam conveyor belts, and the yam kitchen is so gigantic it has 6000 employees?ā
Bizarre. Bleak. Beautifully written! Beautiful but sometimes strangely static illustrations by Chris Van Allsburg. As a retelling I felt this was this not so much engaging with the original as using it as a springboard to deal with its own thematic preoccupations. ( spoilers )
Conclusion: books two and three could have done with a LOT more swans.
I also read Michiko Aoyamaās The Healing Hippo of Hinode Park, translated by Takami Nieda. Like Aoyamaās Hot Chocolate on Thursdays, this is a warm, gentle book about a series of loosely linked characters, linked in this case by the fact that they recently moved into a new condominium development near a park with a concrete ride-on hippo named Kanahiko, the eponymous Healing Hippo. He probably doesnāt actually have healing powers (this book has less of a fantasy undercurrent than Hot Chocolate on Thursday), but even just hearing about these healing powers helps people reexamine the problems in their own lives.
What Iām Reading Now
Iām reading Clay Risenās The Crowded Hour: Theodore Roosevelt, the Rough Riders, and the Dawn of the American Century. I got to the part where the whole army starts converging on Tampa for the invasion of Cuba (Tampa had only one railway line and no port, but an entrepreneur had suggested using it at a staging ground and Washington said āYesā without actually checking into the details), and the officers are hanging out at the hotel with thirteen silver minarets⦠āIāve been there!ā I shrieked. This hotel is now the flagship building of the University of Tampa.
What I Plan to Read Next
Michiko Aoyamaās What You Are Looking For Is in the Library, which looks similar to Aoyamaās other books in that it is about a bunch of loosely linked characters (connected in this case by a library) who figure out a way forward through their problems. Then Iāll be out of Aoyama books until Matcha on Monday comes out in July.
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May. 6th, 2026 07:35 pmI went to the thrice-yearly used book fair* in Kyoto, which is always fun and frustrating in equal measure; itās the usual used bookstore problem writ large, i.e. I know there is something I want there, but there are so many books arranged in such random order, thereās no real way to come across it other than dumb luck. Still, I found one book for me (oral history in Japanese) and one for my mom (Hamertonās Paris, architectural essays published in 1892, in amazingly good condition and not at all expensive), as well as some cute postcards from past book fair posters, see below. In the past Iāve also come across things like a set of Chujo Yurikoās complete works at about 2 dollars a volume (there are a lot of volumes, but still), some art I still have up on my wall, at least one of the books I use as a source for
*(Of the three yearly used book fairs, the May one is the only one held inside; I usually skip the August one, because even in the shady precincts of the Shimogamo Shrine, Kyoto in August is too damn hot and humid to wander around outside for any length of time, and one doesnāt want to sweat on the books. October at Chionji (or is it Chion-in, I always forget) is much nicer.)
Iāve been watching a bunch of people doing reaction videos to songs/concerts on Bilibili, and found myself thinking, I could do this! Not showing my face, God forbid, just my voice and my terrible Chinese. I have things I want to say! It would be such good speaking practice! (she said innocently). Probably nobody would watch them, but so what? Except, I couldnāt do it, because I donāt have the relevant software/hardware and have never made a video in my life. Is that something you can just, like, download and learn? (Also Iād have to actually sign up to Bē«, but presumably that can be doneā¦)
Considering some of the more varied uses of the character ē¾ in Chinese. ē¾ē², painted/polished/manicured nails; ē¾ē³, cosmetic contacts; ē¾å£°, bel canto (used, I think, as a metonym (?) for Western-opera singing in general, to distinguish it from Chinese opera). Also the phonetic ones: ē¾ä¹ę», Taiwan-Chinese for mayonnaise (the mainland uses čé»é ±, egg yolk sauce); ē¾å¼ is American-style and a å°ē¾å¼ is an iced Americano.
Other random Chinese stuff: 大č åå·, a really delightful word which is literally ālarge intestine hairband,ā ie a scrunchie; and the frequent online use of the English āingāto mean, appropriately, ācurrently doing ~~ā (Iāve seen āęē»ingā and āččingā among others).
Jiang Dunhao song of the post, 儽ēęå®, because the č½¬é³ (melisma? do you call it melisma in a pop song?) get to me; also a bonus Zhou Shen version of the same song, up an octave of course (or rather JDH is taking it down an octave, Zhou Shen covered it first).
For the last orchestra concert, we had a different tuba player (the one before was a slight, fresh-faced young man who looked as if he might get sucked into his own tuba, a la Alice in Orchestralia); this one was a tall thin guy about thirty, with glasses and a short ponytail (still unusual in mainstream Japan). He looks like someone, I kept thinking, but I couldnāt pin it down until I saw him in his concert suit: Liu Sang!
Rereading the diaries of Nella Last, a mid-20th-c. housewife from Northern England, vibrant as always.
6/8/41: Today at Morecambe Bay two carfuls of happy people sat within earshot and I caught scraps of conversationā¦the rest of the talk seemed to be of āwhether our Margaret should stand so much of Billās nonsenseāgirls were daft nowadays to bother about things like that.ā I was so curious about Margaretās particular daftness!
4/23/42: Mrs Waite started off about ācrawling snakesā and ātricks her mother would have doneā and suddenly I got angry and said āIf I wanted to leave Iād leave. Nothing would stop me. But if you want to make me grow tired of Hospital Supply, you will start bickering and nagging. What I do when Iām not at Hospital Supply is my own concern and to talk of āliking to be where men areā in that nasty insinuating way you did when I said I would rather work in the menās Canteen than change over was quite uncalled for. I do like men bestāIām more used to them and anyway Iāve never heard a man say as many stupid childish things to another man as you did to Molly Diss. You are a very peevish cantankerous old thing and I will not be spoken to like that.ā There was dead silence and then Mrs. Waite said mildly āI cannot see us doing without a bit of fire for a week or twoā and Mrs. Higham got up and went out. Later she said āI went off to have a mild attack of hystericsā¦ā
12/18/45: And thereās a thing people tend to forget. One of the strongest cornerstones in American society as a whole is bitter resentment, either to their own country or another, which compelled them to seek a fuller life overseas.
3/7/47: Shan We [Siamese cat] seemed to lose his headāhe took a header [from the window] into the deep snow and disappeared, except for the tip of his brown tail. I leaned forward and heaved and we both fell backward into the hall, bringing a pile of snow. The cross-eyed look of reproach he gave me and the anxious look he gave his tail, as if surprised to find it still on, nearly sent me into hysterics of laughterāhelped by the same āWhy should this happen to me?ā look on my husbandās face as he shovelled snow.
2/3/50: Then the elephant keeper āhad a goā [on the eponymous radio program] and in a perfectly serious voice, answering Wilfredās āWhy do elephants marching along a street hold on to each otherās tails?ā said āIt keeps them decentā! not pausing to realise he meant decent in the Northern Irish idiom meaning ātidy.ā ⦠I was in the lounge and my eyes fell on a little carved coconut wood elephant. I felt chuckles begin in my throat and a vision of five or six elephants swinging down the Strand, with their ponderous yet āmincingā tread, so smug and confident in their ādecentā appearance as trunks gripped tails! My husband put his head round the door and said āWhat are you laughing about?ā and I said āDecent elephantsā and he laughed too.
2/27/50: Luckily I didnāt mention going to Ireland, for my husband said quickly āAh, Nell can have a good rest [while he would be away]. Iāll soon be back and she will have to write lots of letters to meā¦ā. I sniffed as I said to Mrs Howson āSo, if you see a cheap line in chastity girdles, let me know.ā He wondered why we both set off laughing. He said āYouāve just got new corsets. What do you want another girdle for?ā
6/26/52: Iād have awarded top place for oddity, though, to a gentle old world type of man who could have been a country parson or doctor. In Lyons he had a glass of lemonade with ice cream dropped in, and a double portion of ice cream, with four wafers, and by his look enjoyed his odd lunch.
Photos: MikĆ©-chan in the park; two from the regional jazz festival over Golden Week, one mostly sky and one a performance in a shrine (look close to see the sax and trumpet); iris, maple, and strawberries, the latter from my veranda; two from a recent GaudĆ exhibition, because I canāt resist dragons, or mosaic (especially as a tiny model); and four postcards of past used-book-fair posters. Maybe the Heian lady is that girl whose name I can never remember who was so thrilled when her aunt gave her the latest chapters of the Tale of Genji?
Be safe and well.
workaday Wednesday
May. 6th, 2026 06:15 am*Yesterday I overheard someone on a different team saying that the company's ever-shifting priorities was messing up their annual goals. I managed NOT to reference that 'wait you guys have [x]' meme, mostly because I was not part of the conversation, and unfortunately not at all because I have a sense of self-preservation when it comes to saying things out loud.
*I do not have any workplace-assigned goals. These were supposed to be communicated sometime in February, I think, which was right around the time we were finding out that my boss' boss wasn't planning to come back.
*Then I figured we could just make some up at the first check-in, which was, uh, now. But now my boss is also out, and I'm 100% sure no one's going to check in with us.
*So, yeah. That's a thing. On the plus side, it sounds like other teams tried to set goals, and now they're going to have to re-do them anyway. So just waiting until the end of the year and figuring retroactively deciding them is maybe more efficient?
MerMay The Sixth
May. 6th, 2026 05:51 pmI had a good 3 hours to draw this one, so the more relaxed pace shows I think. Back to the Kakimori nib, because, guess what,
It arrived today and this was the one he wanted me to try out.
This is Anna's Hummingbird Ink.















