It continues, “it” being the DVD commentary to panting like a dog at the edge of your bed, my TGCF fic about He Xuan, sexual trauma, and gender as a (ghost) ship of Theseus. The first half is here.
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Part deux of my pantingbed DVD commentary is still in progress, but in the mean time, tshirt wrote an insanely cool and smart post in response to it as part of a little informal friends-giving-commentary-on-each-other's-work exchange. If you are at all interested in related topics, please read it, I kind of can't believe it's real?
panting like a dog at the edge of your bed: 64k, Tian Guan Ci Fu, rated E. He Xuan character study with He Xuan/Shi Qingxuan endgame and a lot of He Xuan/Hua Cheng along the way.
This is a DVD commentary in two parts, because I did in-line commentary and the fic was too long to fit all in one. It's also not technically finished because the last chapter is in-beta-progress, but I've had the first half of this post ready to go for ages, so I might as well share it?
Content warnings include rape, explicit sex, torture fantasies, disordered eating, amorphous dysphoria and other Gender And Body Problems, equally amorphous suicidality, graphic violence, and what I can only describe as “Huaxuan, weed smoking frenemies.”
This is barely a DVD commentary, and mostly discussion of background noise concepts that influenced the fic in an indirect way. It's still nominally revolving around the thing I wrote, though, so, you know.
in your little grey heart: 5,311 words, beefleaf. on ao3 | on dw.
Content warnings
discussions of abuse + brief suicide, incest, and rape mentions. woof. THIS POST IS HONESTLY DARKER THAN THE FIC. SORRY
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