It continues, “it” being the DVD commentary to panting like a dog at the edge of your bed, my TGCF fic about He Xuan, sexual trauma, and gender as a (ghost) ship of Theseus. The first half is here.
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In case you haven't seen my posts elsewhere, I opened preorders yesterday for the print copy of my years-in-the-making zine about Beefleaf as trans gothic! You have a little more than a week to make an order. I'm ordering one big batch and don't plan on doing a reprint, so this is probably your only chance if you want a physical copy. The free PDF will go up circa March 1.
I will certainly boost this in other places between now and the end of sales, but I can't shut up about it because this has been a project in the making for a long time and is an attempt to express my love for something that, despite its flaws, is very important to me...
capitalization in this post is a shambles.
TOTAL WORD COUNT (COMPLETE WORK ONLY): 30,878, a figure which is disappointing but at least 10k higher than last year!
FANDOMS: i continue to be in the tgcf mines worse than ever.
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This wip. It’s evolved a lot! I’m really enjoying where it’s going now! It's proving really difficult to write, but so is everything else right now, so I think it's just a me problem.
I've never been Like This about a ship before... but y'all knew that. They just mean a lot to me and these are fictional worlds I love to play in time and time again. But I'm in the dumps with my writing at the moment so this is just one of those posts I write to convince myself it's worth sticking out creative projects even when I feel about as capable of writing interesting things as a slug.
( say my name in the morning, so that i know when the wave breaks )
Part deux of my pantingbed DVD commentary is still in progress, but in the mean time, tshirt wrote an insanely cool and smart post in response to it as part of a little informal friends-giving-commentary-on-each-other's-work exchange. If you are at all interested in related topics, please read it, I kind of can't believe it's real?
panting like a dog at the edge of your bed: 64k, Tian Guan Ci Fu, rated E. He Xuan character study with He Xuan/Shi Qingxuan endgame and a lot of He Xuan/Hua Cheng along the way.
This is a DVD commentary in two parts, because I did in-line commentary and the fic was too long to fit all in one. It's also not technically finished because the last chapter is in-beta-progress, but I've had the first half of this post ready to go for ages, so I might as well share it?
Content warnings include rape, explicit sex, torture fantasies, disordered eating, amorphous dysphoria and other Gender And Body Problems, equally amorphous suicidality, graphic violence, and what I can only describe as “Huaxuan, weed smoking frenemies.”
a long-overdue post coming to you as per request of ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sophia_sol. look, i might as well use my powers for... good ?
this only lists on-screen appearances or exposition passages that i thought were particularly noteworthy or characterful; characters being mentioned in the third person or delivering minor plot-related speaking lines were skipped unless they involved important lore drops.
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This is barely a DVD commentary, and mostly discussion of background noise concepts that influenced the fic in an indirect way. It's still nominally revolving around the thing I wrote, though, so, you know.
in your little grey heart: 5,311 words, beefleaf. on ao3 | on dw.
Content warnings
discussions of abuse + brief suicide, incest, and rape mentions. woof. THIS POST IS HONESTLY DARKER THAN THE FIC. SORRY
