headstone: ((tgcf) ming yi - drama)

reddit comment, with 28 downvotes, reading “A ghost is literally alive”

It continues, “it” being the DVD commentary to panting like a dog at the edge of your bed, my TGCF fic about He Xuan, sexual trauma, and gender as a (ghost) ship of Theseus. The first half is here.

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headstone: ((tgcf) beefleaf)

capitalization in this post is a shambles.

TOTAL WORD COUNT (COMPLETE WORK ONLY): 30,878, a figure which is disappointing but at least 10k higher than last year!

FANDOMS: i continue to be in the tgcf mines worse than ever.

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headstone: (hands)
Did anyone ask for 3 hours' worth of fanmix accompaniment to a fic I wrote? No. And yet I am here to deliver it.

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I'm not waiting for your love )
headstone: ((tgcf) ming yi - manhua)

Part deux of my pantingbed DVD commentary is still in progress, but in the mean time, tshirt wrote an insanely cool and smart post in response to it as part of a little informal friends-giving-commentary-on-each-other's-work exchange. If you are at all interested in related topics, please read it, I kind of can't believe it's real?

headstone: ((nge) misato)

panting like a dog at the edge of your bed: 64k, Tian Guan Ci Fu, rated E. He Xuan character study with He Xuan/Shi Qingxuan endgame and a lot of He Xuan/Hua Cheng along the way.

This is a DVD commentary in two parts, because I did in-line commentary and the fic was too long to fit all in one. It's also not technically finished because the last chapter is in-beta-progress, but I've had the first half of this post ready to go for ages, so I might as well share it?

Content warnings include rape, explicit sex, torture fantasies, disordered eating, amorphous dysphoria and other Gender And Body Problems, equally amorphous suicidality, graphic violence, and what I can only describe as “Huaxuan, weed smoking frenemies.”

discord screencap of me, dated february 28 2023: i’m trying to finish a draft of the new beefleaf wip i started last week by the end of the weekend… we’ll see. it definitely doesn’t need to be a long fic

i have walked this body... )